bang!bang!

very tired week... depressing week too... just got back from stand by again... guys guess what i flying of on the 5 jan,130pm.... its seem so fast n damp so tired... so mamy things haven done yet... have to pack stuff for my stay at new zealand... crap... i'm freaking broke right now... the things that keep playing in my head now is... her... so worry abt her.. she stress out becos of work... n now abt me leaving 4 new zealand... can someone shot me in the head... please!!! or better still get me a dry gin or tequila!!!!i hopefully i have enough cash to buy a drink when the clock struck midnight.... like every single year from the past 5years... i get myself liquor just enough 4 my consume... i will find a quite dark place.. normally in the parks,playgrounds or even rooftops... i will drink,sit,baring staring at the sky... just think back what the hell happen to me the whole screwed up year...haha.... sumtime it will b nicer when the welcome the new year with someone by our side... i think i just screwed...damp i sure want my tequila...so MY Baby can shoot me down..:P

My new year resolution
1.To form back my band
2.finish my Ns
3.have my hair long by next new year
4.convince zie to accept who i m...
5.to get a room...:P
6.make zie sing infront of all my family members... n i mean all...
7.lastly..... to survived till the next new year...hopefully