stand by mode

i was really pissed off sak!!! i ready, ready for the stand by ... when i book in camp... i checked again my rooster.... Cibye! kanina! pukimak cow lah! all the words that not suppose to hear all come out...kurang the ajar kan.... they change my stand by with someone else....i ready buy stuff for the whole week of stand by sak....bigit sak... then lagi sial ape tau... the next day they put me in guard duty...kiwak! this mth aje aku da buat 5 duty sak....mcm sial....tauwakal je lah eh....