Back! but going back again!

i came to her werk after a week of waiting..... just to sent her home... she's hot lah in her uniform....:P

i just got back from my stand by..... very tiring... PENAT! penat menunggu biler nak balik... i was assign to stand by for a week ...in one of the camp at tampines... near yet so far..... the only thing that we can watch together was the sky... the past one week... bulan tak timbul-timbul.... haiz.... but the sky was incredible.... i alway stay late at night watching the sky while talking on the phone with her....i didn't do much when i'm on stand by... its damp boring.... the same routine...everyday... wake up at 8am... when in the restricted area... check my Monster trucks! n guess what... i'm the i.c..... all decision lies on me... haiyo... then ard 1130am... keluar... wait for lunch.. after lunch... i n 3 other guys,hang ard in the mess... mess. is a room for soldiers to relax,watch tv...n all... but 2 channel je leh tegok! channel 8 n rcti...its a indon channel... gerek sey... hahaha.. at 5.30... till 8pm we watch channel 8..then after that hour we watch indon channel... hahaha.... ard 10 attend the last parade... baru leh wash up n change into my shorts(zie's favourite :P) n sleeveless.... waits 4 my baby gerl to call.... :P every day the same routine... haiz...

i really miz her..!!! i really do....!!

SOMETHING TELL ME, SOMETHING GONNA BE WRONG?

Before i go 4 my stand by... i was approach by this lady from PRUDENTIAL... She make my mind sign up 4 a life insurence.... i don't really trust abt insurence.... but i signed.... when i think of it.... shits happenwhen u r far away from home...i heard stories which u gusy won't see in the news... there's few incidents soldier got injuired...even died while they on their overseas trainings... hati ake macam tak sedap.... n i really noe the date i going..... if i on the advance party i will fly on the 6th of jan... lau tk on the 9th of jan.... i'm excited... but.... i freaking scared!! the last time i was away from singapore was during sec3(gunung ledang).... itu pun seminggu... ini i going a month itu pun tak confirm mayb kene extend..... i'm so in a mess......

(p.s/if i not back not in one piece or even breathing... PLEASE tell zie, i really love her....,i never meet someone like her...she gave me hope to move on from my darkness... if wasn't for her i might already dead....its not just a sweet-talk shit that i wrote here.... she's a dream girl that i never dream before... an angel ...*sob*sob* if only i can hold her in my arms.....)